dose of reality
As reallity check I got this week .. I use to bag groceries at the commissary in the late 70’s $300 would fill three carts . Last week $500 filled one cart . Yes we make more than 5x what we did back then but it feels like we should be more financially secure ., I grow my own fruits , veggies ,and meats but there are still things we go to Chinamart to buy . Thus we prep for finacial collapse to get out of control . Can we survive the collapse…it is not for us to know . I will take one day at a time enjoy the sun rise, the sunset , the moon, and the stars . I have to admit that there are still days where I will have a panic moment of doubt .. have I done enough ? How Long is this thing going to take ? And so on but worrying adds not one day to my life and I choose not to live in fear .
Reality is… in 2002 75 trains a day came through here carrying things … everyone one wanting things . Today 48 trains went through .. People still want things but are not able to purchase them . Eventually most people are going to figure out that things do not make their self worth and they will not make them happy or more secure . They will learn that where their treasure is that is where their heart is . My heart is not in things that just weigh me down .
I pray Thee are a humble and honorable cop that will not be corrupted . The world needs more honest ones . And it is still ok to carry a pair of extra undies in your back pack to be prepared for such a crazy situation you might find yourself in